At this type of time... I nth to do for this moment... And there the things happened! Should I just grab a ticket and fly back asap to give a hand!? Or should I continue my life here!? If I'm not then will I regret after this!? Or everything will be alright!? I pray hard for him... Pray that god love him but as I love him more n more I dun wish u take it so soon from me! I just need sometimes before v can be tgt every moment. Oh lord almighty god just give me Ur hand to pull me up from devil and give me strength to face everything. Show me the miracle n heal him as he is Ur son. A loyal n obedient son. V need u now n forever! Oh lord almighty god guide me towards this hard moment. Show me the right way that I should choose. Chase those evil n devil from us... U protect us from evil spirit... U r lord of lord, king of king. I pray in the name of Jesus, amen!

Waiting n waiting.... Missing for quite sometimes and now I appear.... Hiak Hiak Hiak... Currently missing Coz having somethings on hand to do and settle.

While typing I start to recall every single thing that for me to blog. There r different case/ thing happen to my daily life. As this 2 days I keep saw a ghost running... 1st time see a ghost scared of human. I think this because the ghost is just an idiot.

I won't be with a guy that didn't respect me at all. I won't let him bully until I'm look like an idiot. Money not everything. The stick also not everything pls!!! Coz of money sell Ur own body!!!?? Somemore Ur body only worth for few dollars!

This 2 months learn Alot... Dun bluff urself if u not able to make it...that's human! I succeed on never read n see it for the another month! Yes, succeed! Dun only said it must prove it la slim nuts! Just stop copying me if u let go!!!

Ok... Those r about some idiots in my life before!

Leave approved! My life begin! Another chapter for the year. Dear r hardworking for the plan. V work hard tgt... See properly is TGT! this called a pair! Dear not able to join our reunion last weekends n so of this weekends. Babes start asking when they didn't see him with me. Hehe...

Erm... Until today I still tot that i mind but in the end I found that I'm not interested at all! I won't use Ppl thing/money stick on my face! Coz nth to proud with at all!

Time flies, n my holiday coming soon! Time to search for clothes n some other travel use again! Somebody pocket gonna start bleeding again! Haha... Planning to hk on cny! Going to experience the different weather at there... Oh my dear, my present for our XXX oh!!! Thanks... Hiak Hiak Hiak...

I always believe that when u lose someone or something, there will come a better one that u surely deserve more than anything because Things happen for a reason. I'm not pretty but I'm beautiful!!! Wakaka... I say so because beauty isn't about having a pretty face, it's about having a pretty mind, pretty heart n a pretty soul! I may not have a cutest eyes, prettiest smile, gorgeous face, or prefect body but I do have a caring heart that u never have it!

People, love me or hate me, both r in my favor! If u love me I'll always be in Ur heart, if u hate me, I'll always be in Ur mind! And nomatter what u chose u still will suffer for it! Haha... Happy suffering bah! Dear is backed!! Good night world! Go for back almost 2weeks the feeling is so good. Everything getting better n smoothly. V busy planning for our future. While planning I received Alot of good news in this dragon year. There will be Alot of baby dragon born in thus year. Wish mummy n baby is always healthy. Take good care of urself n the babies. Love to hear all those good news... N my buddies V in the stage of planning. Stop asking o... Once confirm let u all know, k? Muahaha... Relax... Wish that in this dragon year me n family will be more healthy. Wish all the devil been punish by GOD! All the best n HUAT a for thiseaningful year... wake up early in the morning, coz i cant sleep well coz my my eyes. nth to do so i wake up fb-ing and i blocked some "idiot" ppl that i categories before and now. i tot its the happier thing that i had done. after in a while feel so bored then i log in to my blog i started to hang around my blog start to think of changing a new look for it. but guess what?!!! i saw previous comment on the post and i found this! Monday morning... Still having fever... While waiting for my dear ready to go to clinic... I check my old hp photo n I realize there r alot of unwanted photo... Yeah, finally I deleted all those unwanted photo! Deleted those stupid ugly photo that polluted my hp... Hehe... The most happy thing that I had done beside having a good bf...

I dun wish to have a rich bf, I dun wish to have degree holder bf, I dun néed a handsome bf... Coz as long as he treat me good then is ok to me dy... I proud n appreciate to have him as my bf... He not rich but he willing to spend on me... He not romantic but he willing to company me go fir hairdo... He willing to wait there for 4 hours plus just because I want to go for hairdo... for some ppl might think it's just a small thing but for me it's more than enough. For me, u might think is just a little thing that bring nth much to u coz u won't hv that forever.. A relationship last for long because 2 ppl make a choice to keep it, fight for it n work for it!

Another lesson I learned today is relationships are not about whom u have know the longest, who came 1st or who cares the best. It's all about who came & never left...






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After all this while, I'm know I make right decision... The most right decision I had make in my life is I choose a right person that will share everything with me in my life!

I'm proud to say to believe him to accept what he r coz I love him like he do! Luckily I didn't hear anything from devil! U tot they advise u for ur own good but when u really think act they dont! They scare u hv better than them coz they Kia su! Compare between mine n urs, urs doesnt look any diff than mine but at least mine willing to spend on me! At least he willing to work out Tgt! Ok, stop talking crap about those 自以为是的human!

Have my hello kitty memo pad from babe... Is so suit n nice for me!! Haha... I'm not cute but at least it's suit to me la! I like the arrange of those title. My dear yennice got the Burberry bag for me... Thanks dear eventot Vince complaint that it's a waste... Hehe... He rather get laptop, iPad, iPhone or samsung galaxy note for me also dun wan waste money on bags... After he bargain for quite long finally I get it... Get it from my dearest babe... A really a REAL fren. 6 years ago, I met this girl n since that moment she taking care of me n always be my side no matter how until now. She teach me alot n teach me how to see a human heart. She always my yennice...

A friend who always put her/his parents 1st is a good friend that u can be with. A good human will only tell u how they treat n will treat their parents n not how their parents treated them. A human will tell u, how good u should treat ur parents; not how shit ur parents treated u from a idiot. This is the lessons I learned today. Be appreciate with what u have u today.



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After I awake I go for a bath... Super fresh until make me thought 1thing... Erm.... Normal human will praise a friends that doesn't close act but act close just because they hv no family... They forever feel that family owe them.... What their family members do all wrong only she hv only she hv brain others dun hv... This human v call as ....?!

Heck care... My new year begin new life n new buddy... U only a small ants that passed by my chapter... Doesn't important at all... Feel so nice when I realize I hv 1 month didn't see le.. Good, coz I let go... I feel nth at all le.... Scare to see me good?! Then dun see la nobody force.. Scare urself not good enough?! Is ok, nvm I will make u feel u r too good... Coz I'm fat so u look slim, coz I'm short so u look tall! Haih.... Say so much also waste la... Ok, u r slim, tall, pretty face with pimples that I dun get, hv a square face that alot ppl wan, mouth r so sexy, foot r so small, eyes r so big, hair r so alot, bf r so nice & rich. So jealous u all hv all those thing that I dun hv... ;-(








































































P/S: omg... Who wan all that la...Swt... Write all that just coz they wan... Coz nobody will praise that bah I think let them la.. Donate to them...


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Oh God, is another new year!!! Who still fuck care what u think or say?!!! I do whatever I like!!! I write whatever I feel!!! I share when I feel so I dun when I feel dun!!! If with those stupid action just to show u protecting "the dog" just go ahead!!! I'm feel nth at all!!! I very stubborn 1, I will continue with my life! Won't influence by u at all!!!u tot who u r?! Leader of the world? If so terrible good then u won't be here!!! U will be in heaven man!!!

见人讲人话，见鬼讲鬼话！so this type of nuts what should I call as!? As I believe u before to tell u my personal thing but u feel that u hv my top secret on ur hand that u can sell it like sell thing in the night market?! I dun scare at all la PLS! for me just a cheap nuts sell butt at night market! Whose care!!! Funny!

Stubborn de me!!! Want to share that my REAL fren praise my bf!!! I admit that he nth good but at least he good than those nuts so call as "bf"! My dear also praise that I get a REAL friends that really can consider as a friend! 1st time he told me that who is my friends act!! Lalalala... I proud to have him!!! Chui a!!!! Non of ur business at all!!! Since u got so
Many mirror...then fully utilize it la!! See how u look like 1st before look at ppl!! Just stop jealous on me to have few REAL friends that u won't have la!!! If wan go get 1 with ur hole!!! Since ur hole r so "luxury"! Muahahahaha.... Super funny!

Everytime I only use phone apps to blog but today I log in to my blog web site... I dunno that my blog still have any interested part about me for u lo!!! If u can't let go then dun come here n read it! Aiyo, I confirm u heart attack! Human up there how my blog is n what it's contain non of ur business at all la!!! 做好你自己才来讲人家！

为你而写的喔 一点都不象日本妹的假日本啊姨！

Waste my time only!!


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Only today I realize that this song, it's the final countdown r same age as me... I grow up with this song... Started to countdown for the last few hours before start to work for the 1st day of 2012...
After rest for 4 days I getting lazy n lazy... But anyway, how lazy it's was still will do what I suppose to do as a human.

Yesterday went out with dearest. Went for Japanese food. Treated by my dearest. Again spot 1set of Burberry bag... And she get it while I only able to see but not getting it. Have a small quarrel with my dear coz he not allow me to buy it.... He started to explain how waste it is. How I mention it will b the last 1, he still say my last one will never end. Ok, quite sad... Keep pursuit him that I will get it with my own money as long as he allow... But he answer me that can u dun always go out with yennice once u get 1 branded bag?! Ok..I silent for awhile... She told me act v should stop it... Really a waste. Better save the money... But in my heart I still wanna to get it.... Coz I like it very much... It's really suit for using for working... And it's a set!!! And worth for the price!!! Should I still get it without his permission? No matter what reason I gave it's useless coz they saying that girl will have alot of reason to get a bag that they 1. And it won't be the last!!! Forever never end to get a bag. So give me another week to think!!!!

Surprise n the surprise I get a laptop from him for christmas present!! How sweet he is?!! Haha... 1 of the laptop gonna bring back to kt for my parents. And 1 of my iPhone will give to my mum... In the meanwhile she will get iPad 2 from my bro... I think after this she will hv no time to entertain her children anymore... Haha... In this new year, everything started to change... But it's change to better 1... Give thanks to God for those blesses, give thanks to him for answer every pray that make.. In this diff stage n level... I still learning... Learning to be smarted! Learning to see who is REAL who is FAKE. in the stage of learning who should I believe n who should not... This stupid that I wasted is dy past!!! Throw it at the back n move forward!!! God bless me n all of my dearest n babes n family! God will see what u have done n u will get back what u hv done!!!!




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A new beginning for this year... This year will be a different year than last year...

Career: what I doing now is different than last year, start to face different customer... Start to learn more... Last year, working with some stupid human that working for few years but still dunno how to work! But I will make sure this year I won't be like them... Work hard for the future... Maybe will have some changes in the middle but try to give a better 1. It will be very stress also for me because when I commit to that job I will try to do my best! Some will ask me y I'm so stress while they not!! What I learned from dear carrie is try to do ur best n learn every single thing that u can, fulfill every task that u must well coz v r paid to do so!

Money: last year paid all my loan... So currently no any loan that still pending... Because this year I need to apply house loan...
what is so fun about money is when u get ur paid u pay everything that u owe... Alot ppl asking y dun u apply credit card?! This will be my answer, I dun like to use future money. I only use debit instead of credit card. For the last whole year, the most thing that I very proud of is I able to handle my financial very well... ;-) who wanna learn can look for me... Muahaha... Today start my 2012 financial planning.... This year, my business will started... Wish everything gone smoothly.

Relationship: i have come to learn that i am not perfect, nor will i ever be and perfect is too hard. I'm perfectly fine with being perfectly imperfect. This relationship getting strong n strong n pray to get more strong this year...beginning half for last year... We always hv conflict coz there is a ghost that keep poisoning me to make us be apart... But that's only beginning half... Also I get alot of advise from dear babes... It's my life, once I choose to then work hard Tgt to be better 1 but not finding the bad thing that he had done... Because he might do wrong a little thing but he do well in other thing... If u love him accept what he r...yes, accept what he r because I'm not perfect too... So for the last half year... I learn to accept everything about him... I will make sure that we will b better this year... Thanks for pamper me whenever I feel lonely, thanks for given me the secure part that I lost before.. Thanks for always b my side... Thanks for fulfill every single thing that u promised... Thanks for trying to give me the best part of urs... Thanks for ur understanding... Thanks for loving me as what I am... Thanks for giving me warm hug day n night... Thanks for giving a kiss n hug whenever i'm down... Thanks for solving every single problem that I created... Thanks for ur support... Thanks for ur scarifies... Thanks for u let me to be who I am... Thanks for everything that u had give n done for whole last year... N I hope it will be forever try to work out Tgt... Jia you dear... V jia you Tgt....

Family: get well with my family... They always give me support... Always support me from behind no matter what decision I made... Alot to say but the main point is they forever pamper me as a little girl, support me as I'm grown... Love me everyday, treat me as a princess... In this year, will hv another family member... Muahaha... Love all my family members alot alot alot...

Friends: treasure few REAL fren in my life... That's the happier thing... I love them more n more... Hope than this year our friendship become more better n better... Hv a caring, support n loving fren that I ever have... I think dun write more about this coz dun wan to make some human out there jealous... P/S: if u wan hv REAL fren like I do, then just treat ur fren as REAL as u can... Appreciate them!!!! Not make use of them!!!

For this dragon year, I believe there will be more good things instead of bad thing... Wish all my beloved have a prospects, healthy, blessing year ahead..

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The last day of 2011... N now I only realized that I have forgotten to share quite alot of thing of this last month of 2011... But anyway, it's passed n I know what have I gain that's more important! I won't do stupid thing like other always do by stated everything for the year! I only will recalled some that might influence n bring joy to me...

At this last day of 2011, I lying on my bed.. Watching movie(n for sure the movie is end). Lying here n chit chat with my dear. He makes me hv alot of pictures of passed n future. That might been good or bad. But at least v r holding tight side by side to faced n accept every challenging that might come.

For the bad part in this year... No one can imaging n only my dearest babe... My character is I only will treat ppl based on how they treat me... I know sometimes it's doesn't look good n for god sake I should change. But that's me!!! For the moment u know me, u should know! N I'm sure some know that! If today u help me alot n treat me as a human that what I will paid u back with how u treat me! I remember every single thing that I gone thru. Almost 1 n half year I been working in Singapore... There is diff feeling... Here even feel strange but I can feel the warm from relative n some true fren. I cut of some relationship that I try to build before... But I guess is good coz at least I realize now!!! Some might say I dun understand n know myself well but I will only write as what I think who I am. We should admin everything happened have reason! Sometimes when things happen I will recalled y I can be so close with others until now but not u!!?? 1st time in my life for past 2 years that I categories she as my BFF. every single thing I share with her... N in the day, I called her up n v cry like mad human(that us story behind that only she n me know in the heart). Now I think back y I will called her up! I can't deny that yes...I care her as a fren a BFF!!! But what I sad on that time also is she like to categories me as DIBA... Think back the moment... Y so coz I care... Y blog occur coz v would not hv the guts talk it face by face! But this years things happened again but this time not coz of me n her... I'm the person that if u dun make fool of me I won't heck care u! When she came to Sg for holiday... I sense the unhappiness on her only I start to hv a chit chat with her. But in the middle I still care about other feeling. Try to control situation to not make it's getting to worst at 1st. I tot of forever I won't say it out n today last day of 2011 I will make a full stop of this. Nobody know y I n dear meet them late?!! I told them v will b late but act v met up very early n both of us go for a shop to get some present to them n also I can feel that they wan to hv a walk by themselves so v decided let them go to a place that they wan by themselves only v met up them! Not to deny once I'm so excited when knowing that she make a booking of flight ticket to Sg. As I also newbie at here but I still try hard to plan n try to bring them to places that will bring memory to us. But... U know la.. No point to state here again. In this friendship that I build before, I played a roll like a mother.. No matter in what...coz I'm older than them. I'm know I'm not prefect but yet nobody is perfect! After I grad act I can just make dunno when I start to feel the distance but u still will try to help. I not saying that others didn't put effort... Especially u! I know u quite independent. So nth to worry about u even in ur relationship. Again this year I try to pull back coz I dun wan coz of others v become stranger! But after a while I start to realize wan u to choose 1 of us I rather give up. I might say some rude thing at that time but I believe she know me! From beginning I won't talk about a fren bad thing to another fren until the moment when I know that somebody had said about me! N infront of me act innocent! After that, sorry to say! Y I'm still need to heck care that idiot feeling while she not! Until now for god sake act I not even blame on S even once or have heart feeling with her... But I'm sure she have... I believe for all this happened she hurt n so do me! I still remember she write this before that y I boycott her... N u sincerely wanna say I wish that my BFF n her bf/ future husband will be close with me n dear... But the moment I start to block n delete everything is just because 1 day after for few days I'm no time to fb n on Tgt morning in level 1 office I known that she had blocked my bf!! I still remember after I met S n hv a talk with her whole night on good Friday. I start to not mention anything anymore! After I come back Sg I start not to call coz I feel that her emotion starting to get weird. I choose to not make her in diff situation. Maybe what I say her if she saw she won't believe or will think I offen... But I'm not... Just only feel that I have right to write what I wan n feel... No matter how bad Vince r but he still my bf that done alot of responsibilities that he should.That I can't deny. For me, it's not wrong a bf try to protect his gf... What v gone thru only v know!!! As what I had promised n still until now I still hoping to share my happiness with u... I still remember I said that I wait u to come for choosing some important thing for my big day n now I know it's impossible! Anyway, wish her have a blessed year ahead n healthy.

While state all this here, not only I recalled her but also 1 idiot! Told before I only will treat ppl as how they treat me! Human always the same only see what ppl done to her without releasing how they had treated them.. To avoid misunderstanding I state her as D... y? If u know jing gou Yao si ren then u will know y... For me this D only treat me as "water fish"! From beginning! This idiot only will remember u whenever they need u! Still remember after I move back to kt... I will only receive her msg n called whenever she have thing to ask! Both of them r so diff...S will not msg u for only help. Even she need she also won't open her mouth to ask for coz that's her.. But for D! She will n she will fight for it no matter how as long as she get what want! This recalled me back 1 scenario.. If for me I won't keep msg n call a fren that I know I only know them for just a month for help! But u know what the 1st I know this idiot, she keep msg n call me just to hv a copy of my assignment! She won't care whether ur house hv Internet anot n whether u busy anot.. Act I should realize from that moment! I still remember when she call I still driving to go for hi ti with my fren... N my fren said: y u simply agree ppl to give ur assignment to them!? How if they copy paste n submit early than u?! Is ur future n u playful with it? On the moment sincerely I still answered my fren: she say she just wan see as a ref! Now I just feel y that time I so naive! Hey dude! Dun think I didn't make noise at beginning, what u had said n do I also dunno! Before say me just see urself! Friendship is build from heart! Ppl will think u r pity n innocent but they dunno the REAL u! I admit I'm rude n bad! But at least I dare to speak out n not like u use backstabbing me!!! U r the 1st 1 that I dun even wan to pull back friendship! I won't give u a damn! Dun even a fuck! I heard alot bout u from others n now I'm very sure I make a right choice! U r forever deleted! There hv no more space for u!!

Just to mention I always know my English very poor!!! I admit but urs also the same!!! With those Malay English nth to proud of human up there! I really dunno is u jealous me or I jealous u act!!! When I get 1 thing that u dun get u will say a lot of bad thing for the thing I get but after that u go get it for urself! So I should happy or sad?! Or I should say u jealous or I jealous?! Erm.. But no matter what all this will go Tgt with 2011 after few hours.



For the best of this year is I learn alot ! Learn to make decision.. I mean right decision. I found myself... Even I lost something(somethings that is really not important at all) but I gain alot... I gain a REAL fren(not a true fren) coz I need a REAL fren not a TRUE fren. I gain some frens that accept my bad n not look at my good! The amazing thing That I gain this year is they accept me n grow Tgt with me as what I am...

Beside that, 2011 make me grow mature n not older!!! Haha... In this whole year I learned to live Tgt with dear, settle thing Tgt.. Grow Tgt... Plan Tgt.. Put effort Tgt in the thing that v planned. V might not earn much as other but at least v able to fulfill our responsibilities to each other, family n fren... In this 2011, I start to afford my own family... Or should say us/v... Start to give parents "pocket money" n it's increase from last year.. Start to get a land... For our bird nest business.. Start to hv saving Tgt... Start to live as a family... Start to plan for our future...

For this whole year... I not only gain a REAL fren but also memory that v build Tgt... Meet up with babes everyweek... Go for holiday Tgt... N attend babes wedding n coming there r still a lot of red bomb waiting for me... Wish all of them hv a happiness marriage forever. As in bible, we love him because he first love us... He make me know what is love... He make me fall in love once again... I also learned how to accept other ppl bad thing n not by looking for their good...

Those bad thing I let it go Tgt with 2011 n for those good things I bring forward to 2012... Another new year... 2012... Is a hard n tough year for me but it's also a good year with a good beginning for us... My pre wedding photo postpone to 2012(n also a time for me to really hv a diet plan... Hehe...) start to look for a house at kt n kl... The deposit had ready for it n now hardworking to save for future renovation.. But hopefully everything done in 2012 so that, v can hv our big event at our own house... The another plan is dear was planning to get 7 seats car before v back to malaysia... Hope our dreams come true n everything go smoothly.. The bird nest house is done until half n I think when I back to kt this cny it's should be done...

Last but not least, Thanks dear for fulfill everything eventot is tough for us... Thanks for fulfill all my needs... Thanks for putting me at 1st... Thanks for accepting my fren n I know u go well with them.. Thanks for all the changes u make for us... Thanks for caring from the day I step in Sg... Thanks for work out Tgt with me for our future.. Thanks for the way u pamper me... Thanks for ur warm hug every day n night.. Thanks for ur support... Wish v will hv better year in 2012.. Wish our dreams come true... Wish v hv a prospects year ahead in coming year.. Goodbye 2011, welcome 2012... Start everyday with a new hope leave bad memories behind and have faith for a better tomorrow. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!


~love~
Catherine

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Ignore those bitch!!

Quite sickening!! Having fever n flu n sore throat 3 in 1! But I'm still in the office working!!! I also dunno y I'm so hardworking!!! But no choice v paid to do so... Muahaha...

Quite down when samsung galaxy note keep non stock!!! When will my samsung galaxy note white color will hv stock!!!??? Tell me WHEN?!!! Still waiting n waiting... Hopefully by this week hv stock!!! *pray hard hard* lalalala...


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Should I or should not

Friday, February 17, 2012 | 3:51 PM | 0Moments

At this type of time... I nth to do for this moment... And there the things happened! Should I just grab a ticket and fly back asap to give a hand!? Or should I continue my life here!? If I'm not then will I regret after this!? Or everything will be alright!? I pray hard for him... Pray that god love him but as I love him more n more I dun wish u take it so soon from me! I just need sometimes before v can be tgt every moment. Oh lord almighty god just give me Ur hand to pull me up from devil and give me strength to face everything. Show me the miracle n heal him as he is Ur son. A loyal n obedient son. V need u now n forever! Oh lord almighty god guide me towards this hard moment. Show me the right way that I should choose. Chase those evil n devil from us... U protect us from evil spirit... U r lord of lord, king of king. I pray in the name of Jesus, amen!

Waiting n waiting....

Missing in action

Wednesday, February 8, 2012 | 9:27 PM | 0Moments

Missing for quite sometimes and now I appear.... Hiak Hiak Hiak... Currently missing Coz having somethings on hand to do and settle.

While typing I start to recall every single thing that for me to blog. There r different case/ thing happen to my daily life. As this 2 days I keep saw a ghost running... 1st time see a ghost scared of human. I think this because the ghost is just an idiot.

I won't be with a guy that didn't respect me at all. I won't let him bully until I'm look like an idiot. Money not everything. The stick also not everything pls!!! Coz of money sell Ur own body!!!?? Somemore Ur body only worth for few dollars!

This 2 months learn Alot... Dun bluff urself if u not able to make it...that's human! I succeed on never read n see it for the another month! Yes, succeed! Dun only said it must prove it la slim nuts! Just stop copying me if u let go!!!

Ok... Those r about some idiots in my life before!

Leave approved! My life begin! Another chapter for the year. Dear r hardworking for the plan. V work hard tgt... See properly is TGT! this called a pair! Dear not able to join our reunion last weekends n so of this weekends. Babes start asking when they didn't see him with me. Hehe...

Erm... Until today I still tot that i mind but in the end I found that I'm not interested at all! I won't use Ppl thing/money stick on my face! Coz nth to proud with at all!

Time flies, n my holiday coming soon! Time to search for clothes n some other travel use again! Somebody pocket gonna start bleeding again! Haha... Planning to hk on cny! Going to experience the different weather at there... Oh my dear, my present for our XXX oh!!! Thanks... Hiak Hiak Hiak...

I always believe that when u lose someone or something, there will come a better one that u surely deserve more than anything because Things happen for a reason. I'm not pretty but I'm beautiful!!! Wakaka... I say so because beauty isn't about having a pretty face, it's about having a pretty mind, pretty heart n a pretty soul! I may not have a cutest eyes, prettiest smile, gorgeous face, or prefect body but I do have a caring heart that u never have it!

People, love me or hate me, both r in my favor! If u love me I'll always be in Ur heart, if u hate me, I'll always be in Ur mind! And nomatter what u chose u still will suffer for it! Haha... Happy suffering bah! Dear is backed!! Good night world!

Dragon

Friday, February 3, 2012 | 10:49 PM | 0Moments

Go for back almost 2weeks the feeling is so good. Everything getting better n smoothly. V busy planning for our future. While planning I received Alot of good news in this dragon year. There will be Alot of baby dragon born in thus year. Wish mummy n baby is always healthy. Take good care of urself n the babies. Love to hear all those good news... N my buddies V in the stage of planning. Stop asking o... Once confirm let u all know, k? Muahaha... Relax... Wish that in this dragon year me n family will be more healthy. Wish all the devil been punish by GOD! All the best n HUAT a for thiseaningful year...

" A terrible day"

Saturday, January 14, 2012 | 9:08 AM | 0Moments

wake up early in the morning, coz i cant sleep well coz my my eyes. nth to do so i wake up fb-ing and i blocked some "idiot" ppl that i categories before and now. i tot its the happier thing that i had done. after in a while feel so bored then i log in to my blog i started to hang around my blog start to think of changing a new look for it. but guess what?!!! i saw previous comment on the post and i found this!

WEI WEI WEI! I Listen also okey!! Why you never mention me! HAHAHAHA Neway babee, I love you here and now is truthfully cuz I know deep inside there, u secretly loving me too right *winks winks I'm not a good adviser but at least I'm willing to listen also ya know? u have ur bestrfrined there in KT, you also have your bestfriends (useless one)here in KL =D YOU ARE NOT ALONE *Michael Jackson* I'll continue telling cold joke even after you're married!

By -Xxx- on Best fren on 3/9/10 ( eventot i dun wish to read and see this anymore)

its hurt from bottom of the heart. a bit regret of hanging over and found this. ANW, promised myself to let it go and throw it as far as i can.... gambateh Catherine, u can do it! its passed just let it pass....

9/1/12

Monday, January 9, 2012 | 6:48 AM | 0Moments

Monday morning... Still having fever... While waiting for my dear ready to go to clinic... I check my old hp photo n I realize there r alot of unwanted photo... Yeah, finally I deleted all those unwanted photo! Deleted those stupid ugly photo that polluted my hp... Hehe... The most happy thing that I had done beside having a good bf...

I dun wish to have a rich bf, I dun wish to have degree holder bf, I dun néed a handsome bf... Coz as long as he treat me good then is ok to me dy... I proud n appreciate to have him as my bf... He not rich but he willing to spend on me... He not romantic but he willing to company me go fir hairdo... He willing to wait there for 4 hours plus just because I want to go for hairdo... for some ppl might think it's just a small thing but for me it's more than enough. For me, u might think is just a little thing that bring nth much to u coz u won't hv that forever.. A relationship last for long because 2 ppl make a choice to keep it, fight for it n work for it!

Another lesson I learned today is relationships are not about whom u have know the longest, who came 1st or who cares the best. It's all about who came & never left...






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Decision

Friday, January 6, 2012 | 11:45 PM | 0Moments

After all this while, I'm know I make right decision... The most right decision I had make in my life is I choose a right person that will share everything with me in my life!

I'm proud to say to believe him to accept what he r coz I love him like he do! Luckily I didn't hear anything from devil! U tot they advise u for ur own good but when u really think act they dont! They scare u hv better than them coz they Kia su! Compare between mine n urs, urs doesnt look any diff than mine but at least mine willing to spend on me! At least he willing to work out Tgt! Ok, stop talking crap about those 自以为是的human!

Have my hello kitty memo pad from babe... Is so suit n nice for me!! Haha... I'm not cute but at least it's suit to me la! I like the arrange of those title. My dear yennice got the Burberry bag for me... Thanks dear eventot Vince complaint that it's a waste... Hehe... He rather get laptop, iPad, iPhone or samsung galaxy note for me also dun wan waste money on bags... After he bargain for quite long finally I get it... Get it from my dearest babe... A really a REAL fren. 6 years ago, I met this girl n since that moment she taking care of me n always be my side no matter how until now. She teach me alot n teach me how to see a human heart. She always my yennice...

A friend who always put her/his parents 1st is a good friend that u can be with. A good human will only tell u how they treat n will treat their parents n not how their parents treated them. A human will tell u, how good u should treat ur parents; not how shit ur parents treated u from a idiot. This is the lessons I learned today. Be appreciate with what u have u today.



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Family or friends?

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After I awake I go for a bath... Super fresh until make me thought 1thing... Erm.... Normal human will praise a friends that doesn't close act but act close just because they hv no family... They forever feel that family owe them.... What their family members do all wrong only she hv only she hv brain others dun hv... This human v call as ....?!

Heck care... My new year begin new life n new buddy... U only a small ants that passed by my chapter... Doesn't important at all... Feel so nice when I realize I hv 1 month didn't see le.. Good, coz I let go... I feel nth at all le.... Scare to see me good?! Then dun see la nobody force.. Scare urself not good enough?! Is ok, nvm I will make u feel u r too good... Coz I'm fat so u look slim, coz I'm short so u look tall! Haih.... Say so much also waste la... Ok, u r slim, tall, pretty face with pimples that I dun get, hv a square face that alot ppl wan, mouth r so sexy, foot r so small, eyes r so big, hair r so alot, bf r so nice & rich. So jealous u all hv all those thing that I dun hv... ;-(








































































P/S: omg... Who wan all that la...Swt... Write all that just coz they wan... Coz nobody will praise that bah I think let them la.. Donate to them...


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The stubborn part of me!!!

Thursday, January 5, 2012 | 11:38 PM | 0Moments

Oh God, is another new year!!! Who still fuck care what u think or say?!!! I do whatever I like!!! I write whatever I feel!!! I share when I feel so I dun when I feel dun!!! If with those stupid action just to show u protecting "the dog" just go ahead!!! I'm feel nth at all!!! I very stubborn 1, I will continue with my life! Won't influence by u at all!!!u tot who u r?! Leader of the world? If so terrible good then u won't be here!!! U will be in heaven man!!!

见人讲人话，见鬼讲鬼话！so this type of nuts what should I call as!? As I believe u before to tell u my personal thing but u feel that u hv my top secret on ur hand that u can sell it like sell thing in the night market?! I dun scare at all la PLS! for me just a cheap nuts sell butt at night market! Whose care!!! Funny!

Stubborn de me!!! Want to share that my REAL fren praise my bf!!! I admit that he nth good but at least he good than those nuts so call as "bf"! My dear also praise that I get a REAL friends that really can consider as a friend! 1st time he told me that who is my friends act!! Lalalala... I proud to have him!!! Chui a!!!! Non of ur business at all!!! Since u got so
Many mirror...then fully utilize it la!! See how u look like 1st before look at ppl!! Just stop jealous on me to have few REAL friends that u won't have la!!! If wan go get 1 with ur hole!!! Since ur hole r so "luxury"! Muahahahaha.... Super funny!

Everytime I only use phone apps to blog but today I log in to my blog web site... I dunno that my blog still have any interested part about me for u lo!!! If u can't let go then dun come here n read it! Aiyo, I confirm u heart attack! Human up there how my blog is n what it's contain non of ur business at all la!!! 做好你自己才来讲人家！

为你而写的喔 一点都不象日本妹的假日本啊姨！

Waste my time only!!


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It's the final countdown

Monday, January 2, 2012 | 9:12 PM | 0Moments

Only today I realize that this song, it's the final countdown r same age as me... I grow up with this song... Started to countdown for the last few hours before start to work for the 1st day of 2012...
After rest for 4 days I getting lazy n lazy... But anyway, how lazy it's was still will do what I suppose to do as a human.

Yesterday went out with dearest. Went for Japanese food. Treated by my dearest. Again spot 1set of Burberry bag... And she get it while I only able to see but not getting it. Have a small quarrel with my dear coz he not allow me to buy it.... He started to explain how waste it is. How I mention it will b the last 1, he still say my last one will never end. Ok, quite sad... Keep pursuit him that I will get it with my own money as long as he allow... But he answer me that can u dun always go out with yennice once u get 1 branded bag?! Ok..I silent for awhile... She told me act v should stop it... Really a waste. Better save the money... But in my heart I still wanna to get it.... Coz I like it very much... It's really suit for using for working... And it's a set!!! And worth for the price!!! Should I still get it without his permission? No matter what reason I gave it's useless coz they saying that girl will have alot of reason to get a bag that they 1. And it won't be the last!!! Forever never end to get a bag. So give me another week to think!!!!

Surprise n the surprise I get a laptop from him for christmas present!! How sweet he is?!! Haha... 1 of the laptop gonna bring back to kt for my parents. And 1 of my iPhone will give to my mum... In the meanwhile she will get iPad 2 from my bro... I think after this she will hv no time to entertain her children anymore... Haha... In this new year, everything started to change... But it's change to better 1... Give thanks to God for those blesses, give thanks to him for answer every pray that make.. In this diff stage n level... I still learning... Learning to be smarted! Learning to see who is REAL who is FAKE. in the stage of learning who should I believe n who should not... This stupid that I wasted is dy past!!! Throw it at the back n move forward!!! God bless me n all of my dearest n babes n family! God will see what u have done n u will get back what u hv done!!!!




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1st day of 2012

Sunday, January 1, 2012 | 9:07 AM | 0Moments

A new beginning for this year... This year will be a different year than last year...

Career: what I doing now is different than last year, start to face different customer... Start to learn more... Last year, working with some stupid human that working for few years but still dunno how to work! But I will make sure this year I won't be like them... Work hard for the future... Maybe will have some changes in the middle but try to give a better 1. It will be very stress also for me because when I commit to that job I will try to do my best! Some will ask me y I'm so stress while they not!! What I learned from dear carrie is try to do ur best n learn every single thing that u can, fulfill every task that u must well coz v r paid to do so!

Money: last year paid all my loan... So currently no any loan that still pending... Because this year I need to apply house loan...
what is so fun about money is when u get ur paid u pay everything that u owe... Alot ppl asking y dun u apply credit card?! This will be my answer, I dun like to use future money. I only use debit instead of credit card. For the last whole year, the most thing that I very proud of is I able to handle my financial very well... ;-) who wanna learn can look for me... Muahaha... Today start my 2012 financial planning.... This year, my business will started... Wish everything gone smoothly.

Relationship: i have come to learn that i am not perfect, nor will i ever be and perfect is too hard. I'm perfectly fine with being perfectly imperfect. This relationship getting strong n strong n pray to get more strong this year...beginning half for last year... We always hv conflict coz there is a ghost that keep poisoning me to make us be apart... But that's only beginning half... Also I get alot of advise from dear babes... It's my life, once I choose to then work hard Tgt to be better 1 but not finding the bad thing that he had done... Because he might do wrong a little thing but he do well in other thing... If u love him accept what he r...yes, accept what he r because I'm not perfect too... So for the last half year... I learn to accept everything about him... I will make sure that we will b better this year... Thanks for pamper me whenever I feel lonely, thanks for given me the secure part that I lost before.. Thanks for always b my side... Thanks for fulfill every single thing that u promised... Thanks for trying to give me the best part of urs... Thanks for ur understanding... Thanks for loving me as what I am... Thanks for giving me warm hug day n night... Thanks for giving a kiss n hug whenever i'm down... Thanks for solving every single problem that I created... Thanks for ur support... Thanks for ur scarifies... Thanks for u let me to be who I am... Thanks for everything that u had give n done for whole last year... N I hope it will be forever try to work out Tgt... Jia you dear... V jia you Tgt....

Family: get well with my family... They always give me support... Always support me from behind no matter what decision I made... Alot to say but the main point is they forever pamper me as a little girl, support me as I'm grown... Love me everyday, treat me as a princess... In this year, will hv another family member... Muahaha... Love all my family members alot alot alot...

Friends: treasure few REAL fren in my life... That's the happier thing... I love them more n more... Hope than this year our friendship become more better n better... Hv a caring, support n loving fren that I ever have... I think dun write more about this coz dun wan to make some human out there jealous... P/S: if u wan hv REAL fren like I do, then just treat ur fren as REAL as u can... Appreciate them!!!! Not make use of them!!!

For this dragon year, I believe there will be more good things instead of bad thing... Wish all my beloved have a prospects, healthy, blessing year ahead..

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2011!

Saturday, December 31, 2011 | 11:11 PM | 0Moments

The last day of 2011... N now I only realized that I have forgotten to share quite alot of thing of this last month of 2011... But anyway, it's passed n I know what have I gain that's more important! I won't do stupid thing like other always do by stated everything for the year! I only will recalled some that might influence n bring joy to me...

At this last day of 2011, I lying on my bed.. Watching movie(n for sure the movie is end). Lying here n chit chat with my dear. He makes me hv alot of pictures of passed n future. That might been good or bad. But at least v r holding tight side by side to faced n accept every challenging that might come.

For the bad part in this year... No one can imaging n only my dearest babe... My character is I only will treat ppl based on how they treat me... I know sometimes it's doesn't look good n for god sake I should change. But that's me!!! For the moment u know me, u should know! N I'm sure some know that! If today u help me alot n treat me as a human that what I will paid u back with how u treat me! I remember every single thing that I gone thru. Almost 1 n half year I been working in Singapore... There is diff feeling... Here even feel strange but I can feel the warm from relative n some true fren. I cut of some relationship that I try to build before... But I guess is good coz at least I realize now!!! Some might say I dun understand n know myself well but I will only write as what I think who I am. We should admin everything happened have reason! Sometimes when things happen I will recalled y I can be so close with others until now but not u!!?? 1st time in my life for past 2 years that I categories she as my BFF. every single thing I share with her... N in the day, I called her up n v cry like mad human(that us story behind that only she n me know in the heart). Now I think back y I will called her up! I can't deny that yes...I care her as a fren a BFF!!! But what I sad on that time also is she like to categories me as DIBA... Think back the moment... Y so coz I care... Y blog occur coz v would not hv the guts talk it face by face! But this years things happened again but this time not coz of me n her... I'm the person that if u dun make fool of me I won't heck care u! When she came to Sg for holiday... I sense the unhappiness on her only I start to hv a chit chat with her. But in the middle I still care about other feeling. Try to control situation to not make it's getting to worst at 1st. I tot of forever I won't say it out n today last day of 2011 I will make a full stop of this. Nobody know y I n dear meet them late?!! I told them v will b late but act v met up very early n both of us go for a shop to get some present to them n also I can feel that they wan to hv a walk by themselves so v decided let them go to a place that they wan by themselves only v met up them! Not to deny once I'm so excited when knowing that she make a booking of flight ticket to Sg. As I also newbie at here but I still try hard to plan n try to bring them to places that will bring memory to us. But... U know la.. No point to state here again. In this friendship that I build before, I played a roll like a mother.. No matter in what...coz I'm older than them. I'm know I'm not prefect but yet nobody is perfect! After I grad act I can just make dunno when I start to feel the distance but u still will try to help. I not saying that others didn't put effort... Especially u! I know u quite independent. So nth to worry about u even in ur relationship. Again this year I try to pull back coz I dun wan coz of others v become stranger! But after a while I start to realize wan u to choose 1 of us I rather give up. I might say some rude thing at that time but I believe she know me! From beginning I won't talk about a fren bad thing to another fren until the moment when I know that somebody had said about me! N infront of me act innocent! After that, sorry to say! Y I'm still need to heck care that idiot feeling while she not! Until now for god sake act I not even blame on S even once or have heart feeling with her... But I'm sure she have... I believe for all this happened she hurt n so do me! I still remember she write this before that y I boycott her... N u sincerely wanna say I wish that my BFF n her bf/ future husband will be close with me n dear... But the moment I start to block n delete everything is just because 1 day after for few days I'm no time to fb n on Tgt morning in level 1 office I known that she had blocked my bf!! I still remember after I met S n hv a talk with her whole night on good Friday. I start to not mention anything anymore! After I come back Sg I start not to call coz I feel that her emotion starting to get weird. I choose to not make her in diff situation. Maybe what I say her if she saw she won't believe or will think I offen... But I'm not... Just only feel that I have right to write what I wan n feel... No matter how bad Vince r but he still my bf that done alot of responsibilities that he should.That I can't deny. For me, it's not wrong a bf try to protect his gf... What v gone thru only v know!!! As what I had promised n still until now I still hoping to share my happiness with u... I still remember I said that I wait u to come for choosing some important thing for my big day n now I know it's impossible! Anyway, wish her have a blessed year ahead n healthy.

While state all this here, not only I recalled her but also 1 idiot! Told before I only will treat ppl as how they treat me! Human always the same only see what ppl done to her without releasing how they had treated them.. To avoid misunderstanding I state her as D... y? If u know jing gou Yao si ren then u will know y... For me this D only treat me as "water fish"! From beginning! This idiot only will remember u whenever they need u! Still remember after I move back to kt... I will only receive her msg n called whenever she have thing to ask! Both of them r so diff...S will not msg u for only help. Even she need she also won't open her mouth to ask for coz that's her.. But for D! She will n she will fight for it no matter how as long as she get what want! This recalled me back 1 scenario.. If for me I won't keep msg n call a fren that I know I only know them for just a month for help! But u know what the 1st I know this idiot, she keep msg n call me just to hv a copy of my assignment! She won't care whether ur house hv Internet anot n whether u busy anot.. Act I should realize from that moment! I still remember when she call I still driving to go for hi ti with my fren... N my fren said: y u simply agree ppl to give ur assignment to them!? How if they copy paste n submit early than u?! Is ur future n u playful with it? On the moment sincerely I still answered my fren: she say she just wan see as a ref! Now I just feel y that time I so naive! Hey dude! Dun think I didn't make noise at beginning, what u had said n do I also dunno! Before say me just see urself! Friendship is build from heart! Ppl will think u r pity n innocent but they dunno the REAL u! I admit I'm rude n bad! But at least I dare to speak out n not like u use backstabbing me!!! U r the 1st 1 that I dun even wan to pull back friendship! I won't give u a damn! Dun even a fuck! I heard alot bout u from others n now I'm very sure I make a right choice! U r forever deleted! There hv no more space for u!!

Just to mention I always know my English very poor!!! I admit but urs also the same!!! With those Malay English nth to proud of human up there! I really dunno is u jealous me or I jealous u act!!! When I get 1 thing that u dun get u will say a lot of bad thing for the thing I get but after that u go get it for urself! So I should happy or sad?! Or I should say u jealous or I jealous?! Erm.. But no matter what all this will go Tgt with 2011 after few hours.



For the best of this year is I learn alot ! Learn to make decision.. I mean right decision. I found myself... Even I lost something(somethings that is really not important at all) but I gain alot... I gain a REAL fren(not a true fren) coz I need a REAL fren not a TRUE fren. I gain some frens that accept my bad n not look at my good! The amazing thing That I gain this year is they accept me n grow Tgt with me as what I am...

Beside that, 2011 make me grow mature n not older!!! Haha... In this whole year I learned to live Tgt with dear, settle thing Tgt.. Grow Tgt... Plan Tgt.. Put effort Tgt in the thing that v planned. V might not earn much as other but at least v able to fulfill our responsibilities to each other, family n fren... In this 2011, I start to afford my own family... Or should say us/v... Start to give parents "pocket money" n it's increase from last year.. Start to get a land... For our bird nest business.. Start to hv saving Tgt... Start to live as a family... Start to plan for our future...

For this whole year... I not only gain a REAL fren but also memory that v build Tgt... Meet up with babes everyweek... Go for holiday Tgt... N attend babes wedding n coming there r still a lot of red bomb waiting for me... Wish all of them hv a happiness marriage forever. As in bible, we love him because he first love us... He make me know what is love... He make me fall in love once again... I also learned how to accept other ppl bad thing n not by looking for their good...

Those bad thing I let it go Tgt with 2011 n for those good things I bring forward to 2012... Another new year... 2012... Is a hard n tough year for me but it's also a good year with a good beginning for us... My pre wedding photo postpone to 2012(n also a time for me to really hv a diet plan... Hehe...) start to look for a house at kt n kl... The deposit had ready for it n now hardworking to save for future renovation.. But hopefully everything done in 2012 so that, v can hv our big event at our own house... The another plan is dear was planning to get 7 seats car before v back to malaysia... Hope our dreams come true n everything go smoothly.. The bird nest house is done until half n I think when I back to kt this cny it's should be done...

Last but not least, Thanks dear for fulfill everything eventot is tough for us... Thanks for fulfill all my needs... Thanks for putting me at 1st... Thanks for accepting my fren n I know u go well with them.. Thanks for all the changes u make for us... Thanks for caring from the day I step in Sg... Thanks for work out Tgt with me for our future.. Thanks for the way u pamper me... Thanks for ur warm hug every day n night.. Thanks for ur support... Wish v will hv better year in 2012.. Wish our dreams come true... Wish v hv a prospects year ahead in coming year.. Goodbye 2011, welcome 2012... Start everyday with a new hope leave bad memories behind and have faith for a better tomorrow. GOD IS GOOD ALL THE TIME!


~love~
Catherine

Sickening!!!

Wednesday, December 28, 2011 | 5:10 PM | 0Moments

Next time PLEASE give ur direct line!!! I'm not ur operator for ur personal problem!!!

Ignore those bitch!!

Quite sickening!! Having fever n flu n sore throat 3 in 1! But I'm still in the office working!!! I also dunno y I'm so hardworking!!! But no choice v paid to do so... Muahaha...

Quite down when samsung galaxy note keep non stock!!! When will my samsung galaxy note white color will hv stock!!!??? Tell me WHEN?!!! Still waiting n waiting... Hopefully by this week hv stock!!! *pray hard hard* lalalala...


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