The Moment's

End of the new chapter of my life

Wednesday, January 12, 2011 | 10:53 PM | 0 Moments

dont know where to start dont know how i should start act.

thing doesnt look better than what i wish, thing doesnt get better at all.

from 2010 i counting down that thing gonna turn to be better but act not.

i dont know how to tell others, how to explain to family when they tot their only daughter, only sister is happy and found her happiness at here. i try to keep in heart, try to control not to spread out but i cant.

i dont know where can i go to when everyone thinking im happy but act im not.

and again i tot that i will be happy if there still hv a chance for him but im wrong. totally wrong!

the heart get hurting a day than a day.

how the heart is hurt when seeing others bf can so care and treat them very well and take care them very well while i staying with and be with heartless bf(aka ex bf) that ever i seen in the world.

i decided to end this relationship by today eventot how hurt that i can feel and how nth that he can feel.

he keep thinking that i wu li qu nao.

i thinking of keep but now i feel that instead of keep i need to talk it out if not i think i will go crazy.

even a friend(boy) wont treat a normal friend(girl) like what he had did to me.

can u stand of ur love 1 flirt around smsing with a girl whole day even if u r there?

can u stand a bf really dun care whether u r really had ur breakfast, lunch and even dinner?

can u really stand a bf really treat u transparent and didnt care u at all?

can u stand a bf that other girls sms and call and dota or even a cigarate is more important than u?

and now i can feel how selfish he can be! a person who love u, he wont just let u be!

if still continue to be with there is not call love but instead of use to be!

i can feel that he hold this relationship coz of something else but not love. between us there is no love that what i can feel it and i just something need him to go on with my current life that i choose wrongly.step a wrong move but still need to go on. however, this realtionship hv to stop here.

how sad am i and he can make nth for it really make me disappointed and really make me give up. i let myself to be sad for that 1 month only before cny i hv to be ok! i promised myself!

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