after back from wedding dinner receive a msg from my best fren that end of the year she gonna marry. then v discuss about the wedding party all that. after that she and me discuss about my life. she pursuade to go to bank work but im still thinking. im so glad that i have a best fren like her. she told me that she wan see me hv a good future life. she dun wan me to go thru poor life like v gone thru when v r young. so much tears and laugh v hv tgt. after that i decided to tell her y i still didnt choose to work in the bank because i hv to much thing to worry and think about it. i dun wan make some decision that i may regret after this. the tears start to drop when i tell her all the thing about my family. the thing that i hv to face it. the terrible brothers and sis in law i have. the tears drop until i feel so glad i hv such a good fren and i believe she always there when i need her. she said:" dun think too much, u must take care ur parents since ur brothers is like that. remember if one day(touch wood) ur parents pass away, u hv no place to go my house always welcome u. u can just move to stay with me. u still hv me to be with u. nobody wan u, u still hv me."

after form 5 i seldom tell her my problem. seldom tell her my personal problem so detail and today i cried all the way to tell her what i gone thru right now and she give me a warm advise and hug even she r far. but that is enough for me. how many frens that really can do that and say that to a fren nowadays?!!! my dream to hv a big family is gone. alot of dream that i wan to fulfill but i cant do it to achieve it. i cant be so selfish by scarify my parents just to fulfill my need. they r the bestest parents for me. like my best fren said im a gold for them. and she also advise me remember to protect and take care my parents all the time. this i promised u i will.

u know what, i wont tell my other frens about my personal problem that i having because im very sure no1 will believe and understand. they wont believe that i will hv such kind of problem! but now i wanna tell u! everyone will face the problem just the matter big or small. they didnt tell doesnt mean they wont faced it. outlook doesnt prove anything. inside is more important. not only u will hv such kind of family problem and u feel ashame bout it so do others! pissed off! whatever la, now the only thing i know is that i hv such glad fren always will be with me. thank you for ur time to hear bout my problem eventhought u hv to wake up at 7am in the morning and once again congratulation to u. promised u will attend both of ur wedding party coz i wish u will attend mine as well for all the function.

love,

Mei fen

Full Name : Catherine Tee

Nickname : Catherine

Stay : Singapore

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