dunno what title i can put anymore! just end of my chapter with other ppl!
Thursday, January 7, 2010 | 11:21 PM | 0 Moments
i should try to forgive and forget. i hv forgive them but then i cant forget what they have done! this make me so confuse whether i really forgive them?! i choose to maintain the relationship by still communicate and keep in touch with them. i tot i cant forgive them at 1st. i tot i damn hate them until dun wanna talk to them and just end our relationship by not keep in touch but im not. i still try to keep in touch but after then i found that the thing that i not sure for so long finally there is a sure answer and i totally double 100% hate them and feel that i wanna to tell them thats all! no point to fren with ppl that not sincere and betrayed ur own fren! now for me whatever reason u gonna give me i dun even wanna hear for once. i met them when i further my study far from my own home and hometown. i tot that i found a truth fren that i can rely on. i tot i found a fren that i wish to hv for almost 20 years after my very very best fren. bestfren should treat sincerely and truthful with their heart then ask urself did u do the same thing to all of ur fren?! but im glad without u all i hv a very very best fren that v grow tgt since 3years old and she treat me truthful and sincerely! the very important thing is she never lie to me and betrayed! no even once! hear carefully... not even once!
i always tot that best fren and truth fren can be more than 1! i always tot if u treat other very good and they will treat u back the same! this few days, i keep thinking did i do anything wrong to u all?!
did i backsteps u all?!
do i betrayed u all before?!
do i selfish with u all before?!
or do i scold u all before?!
do i hate u all before?!
do i quarrel with u all before?!
not only this, i still asking myself how angry im to what u all do to me when u all need help do i say no before?!
do i not trying my best to help u all?!
everything u all ask me did i keep it as secret before?!
when i have any important information bout whatever thing did i hide it from u all?!
u all like to fool about me did i scold u all before?!
do i angry with u all before?!
i think and think but i cant any answer yes for all this question!
but i still dun understand y u all still lie to me and betrayed me! why???????
i treat u all like my best fren but i dun understand y u all wanna lie to me and betrayed me?!
izzit i not a good fren that u all can fren with me?!
i not a good fren that u all can share with me?!
"wo yi zhi wen zi ji, shi fou wo zuo ni men de peng you zuo de bu gou hao?"
because of this my heart started to drop every single tears since the moment i know u all lie to me and betrayed me!
maybe i not good enough to be u all best fren!
frankly speaking, to tell u that to end our relationship is painful than break with the love 1! its really pain but i hv no choice because found out the fren that u treat as a very very best fren betrayed u and lie to u is more hurt and painful until i cant stand the pain anymore. i know to end it also very pain for me but i cant accept a fren that not sincere and betrayed. sorry... our chapter closed here. T_T
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