another stupid day that i hv to go through
Thursday, December 10, 2009 | 10:23 PM | 1 Moments
Another stupid day that i have to go through! Now Catherine have to be strong and happy than before. Thing have came to the end and new chapter should begin. Since i choose to end it so i have to go through it strongly no matter how pain it was. Another stupid decision that i made. should be single forever coz i not suit to be with wtf! Just few more weeks i will go back to my old style, old life style, old house, old pattern that i use to it for almost 20years. End it will be good for both of us and fair to both of us. maybe this will sound very selfish but i choose this way so just accept it.
To make me feel better and reduce the pain i have to start my cw again. just 3 assignment more to leave my degree. So now just put BGR aside and concentrate with my study. >.< (its not true). ok, its not true! i know its not true! should say i use cw or study as a reason to not think about it! to put it aside just coz i cant accept the true.(zai tao bi). im the loser! im feel so shameful with myself but i have no choice!
whatever la, just have to be strong to go thru all this! to reduce the pain, i better change the concentration on assignment. i better start summaries the RC.
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