damn long time din blogging dy! coz i suddenly feel that whole world is reading what i type in here and i dun feel like wanna share my problems here. coz i know no 1 will able to understand! coz its not u!

today i start to write it again coz i really dunno where can i tell my feelings! and no1 will understand and u dun tell me u understand! coz u r NOT! u r totally NOT!

everyone saying be youngest is how "xing Fu" and i dun think so! i feel like abondon of thing of my head that ned me to settle and do. but, im just only a little girl that dun even can survive on my own! i dun even strong enough to be independent! coz i not able to earn money to take care of myself! i hope i can but the reality is i cant! dun tell me that i can do it! coz u not me, u dunno whether i can or not! just i myself knew it!

i having N problem around me and i cant solve it and dunno how to solve it! i no Money! i no MONEY! ya, i SHOUT at here that i no MONEY!!!! everyone seeing that how big is my house and how many cars that my family have then i consider from a rich family! who will believe that i NO money!!!! but just to tell the truth i know money! i sure some will wonder if i no money why i stil can hang out with fren! WHY? WHY? WHY? tell u WHY!!!! coz i din take a proper meal everyday unless got ppl treat then i will hv a better meal. ya, i know u so "cheap" coz keep using guys money!i spending others money! i just hv a maggie with a egg everyday! thats my meal! i damn hate maggie! sometimes not even finish half i vomit out all! y i choose to hang out with them eventhough i dun hv money! coz i feel no fren is more suffer than eat maggie! i damn miss them! hope to hang out with them always! for me fren is important, i dun wan our friendship will end! but i always cant make it coz sometimes even take LRT also no money! how can i able to sing k and eat with them?!!!

i save all that just coz my everytime i need money my family members will tell that they no money! ya, they no money! i understand them! but i feel so disappointed that they can pay for other things that they really dun hv to! but cant able to give me pocket money!

now i hv to settle college fees that i really dunno how to settle it! ya, RM300 per month paying installment is okey for others but my pocket money 1 month RM500 and sometime they dun even give me RM500 then how could i survive with that amount plus paying college fees??!!!!

now i become skip class queen! but no1 know why! coz i skip 1 day class i can save RM10! sometimes more than that. but no1 know it! i just can keep quite when ppl say that i always skip class! coz i really skip but no1 will ask for the reason! and i also dun hope ppl ask for the reason coz i know wont hv ppl believe!

when comes to own problems i believe no1 would understand ur feelings and situation! coz they not u! they dunno how much effort u put to face all the challenges but they only see when u are damn free and do nth!
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damn long time din blogging dy! coz i suddenly feel that whole world is reading what i type in here and i dun feel like wanna share my problems here. coz i know no 1 will able to understand! coz its not u!

today i start to write it again coz i really dunno where can i tell my feelings! and no1 will understand and u dun tell me u understand! coz u r NOT! u r totally NOT!

everyone saying be youngest is how "xing Fu" and i dun think so! i feel like abondon of thing of my head that ned me to settle and do. but, im just only a little girl that dun even can survive on my own! i dun even strong enough to be independent! coz i not able to earn money to take care of myself! i hope i can but the reality is i cant! dun tell me that i can do it! coz u not me, u dunno whether i can or not! just i myself knew it!

i having N problem around me and i cant solve it and dunno how to solve it! i no Money! i no MONEY! ya, i SHOUT at here that i no MONEY!!!! everyone seeing that how big is my house and how many cars that my family have then i consider from a rich family! who will believe that i NO money!!!! but just to tell the truth i know money! i sure some will wonder if i no money why i stil can hang out with fren! WHY? WHY? WHY? tell u WHY!!!! coz i din take a proper meal everyday unless got ppl treat then i will hv a better meal. ya, i know u so "cheap" coz keep using guys money!i spending others money! i just hv a maggie with a egg everyday! thats my meal! i damn hate maggie! sometimes not even finish half i vomit out all! y i choose to hang out with them eventhough i dun hv money! coz i feel no fren is more suffer than eat maggie! i damn miss them! hope to hang out with them always! for me fren is important, i dun wan our friendship will end! but i always cant make it coz sometimes even take LRT also no money! how can i able to sing k and eat with them?!!!

i save all that just coz my everytime i need money my family members will tell that they no money! ya, they no money! i understand them! but i feel so disappointed that they can pay for other things that they really dun hv to! but cant able to give me pocket money!

now i hv to settle college fees that i really dunno how to settle it! ya, RM300 per month paying installment is okey for others but my pocket money 1 month RM500 and sometime they dun even give me RM500 then how could i survive with that amount plus paying college fees??!!!!

now i become skip class queen! but no1 know why! coz i skip 1 day class i can save RM10! sometimes more than that. but no1 know it! i just can keep quite when ppl say that i always skip class! coz i really skip but no1 will ask for the reason! and i also dun hope ppl ask for the reason coz i know wont hv ppl believe!

when comes to own problems i believe no1 would understand ur feelings and situation! coz they not u! they dunno how much effort u put to face all the challenges but they only see when u are damn free and do nth!

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