Bad day feeling
Thursday, March 20, 2008 | 11:30 PM | 2 Moments
i just finished see my fren blog. what she hv wrote that i can feel how sad is she even she show her anger but i know she very sad indeed same like me. i dunno why love so suffer. i really hard to understand what guy are thinking. sometime i feel i not the unlucky 1 but sometime i felt that i'm the unlucky 1. at least u(my fren) still get his(her bf) msg. me... haih... i dunno what can i say anymore! yesterday nite i call him and he say will call me back when he reload his hp but until now i din get any call or msg! u know is dy more than 24 hours! dont he feel missing me same as i?! he can even din give me a msg for more than 24 hours! wtf! he is so different that before when chasing me! he is totally different! guy always will treat the girl they chasing like a princess! they can call u 24 hours per day and u asking them y they call they sure will say they missing u! they can wake u up early in the morning just because u hv class! they will keep going msg u just to know what r u doing! but its become different when they successful chase the girl! why am i missing u so much like a hell but u dun even think about me or appear in ur mind?! why should i love u so deep even i cant even know whether u love me anot?! why am i suffer for nothing and u din border about that?! everytime i tell myself forget about it but cannot! everytime i tell myself dun put the feeling so deep when u not sure about it but cannot! oh, my God! Pls help ur people! ur daughter! show her the way! the right way! guide her to the plan that u set for her, Lord! bless her in everything she do! as u r the saviour, u r mighty God! amen!