Sunday, March 23, 2008 | 12:04 AM | 0 Moments
haih...today he skype me and tell me he sick again! i call he take some meditation but hv to eat something before take the meditation coz he din hv his dinner yet until now(12.09am) but he tell me he dun wan eat just he no mood to eat! i call he try to eat something and take medicine and he just tell i really no mood to eat ok! then oklo, what for force ppl do the thing he dun like?! but he still skype me and tell me that tomolo he will call me and he promised that he really will call me! i dunno whether i should believe anot?! i tell him that dun promise thing that maybe he cant do it but he tell me he really will 1! i know it hard to happen coz tomolo he off day and today he work for 24 hours sure he will sleep whole day if not he will go out with he fren then he will forget that he hv a gf waiting for him! but i warning him that if tomolo still the same! and he cant do what he had promise then v really end! wont hv another change for him! i wont try to forgive him anymore! that i also promised to myself! i dun wan be like stupid waiting for u whole day! not 1 day is few days! y must i torturing myself for nothing?!
what for to hv a relationship that v even cant get along?! always i hv to find him, if i din find him sure he will ask why din find him?! but if he din find me even send a msg to me sure not his fault! i always hv to understand him! y not he try to understand me even for 1 time?! can all the guy dun be so ego?! sorry not everything,k!